Archive for Říjen, 2010

28
Říj

The dreams only about you

   Posted by: KristianaBrown   in Lonely words

The dreams only about you

I dreamed about you last night
And don’t know if I have to fight
For you, for affection
Fates without reaction

I don’t understand, you held my hand
I had a feeling of absolute happiness
I don’t know, you stoked my face
After a time when we danced

I dreamed about you every night
But I gave up my first fight
Life without your eyes
I cannot reach that high

And I ask you, I’d have to go farther or go back a bit
Will I be able to live
You’re my bus, what I missed
I don’t wanna wake up
I don’t wanna break up
It’s not easy to dream ended

I dreamed about us all night
A small sparks of hope lit up
I hear your steps on the floor
But I cannot hope anymore

I don’t understand, you were so close
You’re my prince, I supossed
I don’t know how I could admit
Be with you, just a little bit

I’ll dream about you last night
I’m giving up our immortal fight
But again I dive into dreams
I’ll be floating among the leaves

And I ask you, I’d have to go farther or go back a bit
Will I be able to live
You’re my bus, what I missed
I don’t wanna wake up
I don’t wanna break up
It’s not easy to dream ended

24
Říj

Goodbye for now

   Posted by: KristianaBrown   in Lonely words

Goodbye for now

You not listening, what I say. It’s like I’m living the same day. Again and again.
I’m mad, but you’re elsewhere. I’m here but you’re there.
What do I say? How many times do I repeat?

I’d rather be alone. Never picking up the phone. It’s you own.
And everything I’m doing wrong. I’m just an empty soul.
I prefer not hold. I am trying to say, you understand?

There’s something unsaid
It’s time to go back, even you whisper not yet.

It’s not easy to be by your side. Your view is like a faded past. I’m still the last.
Who among us knows the true life. I’m surrounded with lies.
How to be alive? I need space and air.

You not listening, say something. Trying to open your eyes were misleading. I
think. What next? I don’t want to, but it’s inevitable, I will be leaving.
Our love is dying. Darkness in silence killing.

There’s something unsaid
It’s time to go back, even you whisper not yet.
I want to say bye and everything shouts at me why?

13
Říj

KNOCKED

   Posted by: KristianaBrown   in Lonely words

Knocked


Knocked me down and wanted, hoping that I’ll be there
I was just another in your list, but where?
Where did you find me?
You’re expecting that I’ll like the others
Little girl of fathers
And I gave you a chance again and again
But it always ended the same

Knocked me on my knees and begged, negotiated, so that I stayed
I am the one in your list, but why?
Why are you return?
You expected that I belong to you
I was alone, so you drew
And I got more and more chances
But in the mirror I see a foreign faces

Further dimming in your arms
And I want to be away
Escape to the stars

Knocked me down and dreaming, watching as I’m lying
And I was only item on the list, but why?
Why you wanted from me?
You wanted me to be like them
The secret mysterious land
I didn’t wanna give you hope again
Decided to play the game

Knocked me on my knees and prayed, wished that I stay
I’ll be next on your list, but where?
Where did you learn?
You’re hoping to outwit fate
And it’s never too late
But I miss the hope
The place where I belong

Another dawn in your arms
My soul is so far away
Flows to the stars