Archive for Prosinec, 2010

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Freezing

   Posted by: KristianaBrown   in Lonely words

Freezing

I was freezing and snow fell in my hair
Quietly I whispered to steam my fairytale
How wonderful I felt
So bizarre spell, because you touch me
As you know, what I need

But right now I’m standing in the cold
Snow is falling and I’m so, so alone
I lost you, lost last chance
How could defend this, never-ending dance

Where did your embrace
Around me is just an empty space
And I’m still dreaming, waiting
Looking into your eyes seeming

In the rain and drops trickled down on my face
You whispered “You disappeared without a trace
Where are you?
I can’t do that too, even if I wanted
Invisibility, I’m daunted”

But right now I’m standing in the rain
Drops is falling down and I’m insane
I lost you, lost myself
How could stopped this? Our never-ending dance

Where did your embrace
Around me is just an empty space
And I’m still dreaming, waiting
Looking into your eyes seeming

I was freezing and snow falling on my hair
Quietly I whispered to mist, it’s not fair
How wonderful I felt
This time fled, unfinished kiss on my face
I wish I knew, how to rotate

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Why I wanted more?

   Posted by: KristianaBrown   in Lonely words

Why I wanted more?

Another confession of my broken heart
I’m looking for pieces that I have, at least part
They are as cullets on the floor
I always wanted more

The forgotten island in which I drown
Do not know where to go and what to do now
Again, you shut the door
And I always wanted more

And your words are like a bullets in my chest
So you said this way is the best
That I am just confused by all
But I wanted, wanted more

In vain looking for the answer in your eyes
So I hope no one hears my unstoppable cry
Silent drowning untold grief
And I still can not believe

Desperate confession of my heart
Shout everything the obvious all around
I’m in love but you don’t know it
Why I can’t believe it

It’s just the beginning of my confession
I’m more than an empty train in station
How do I know what I’m looking for?
Why did I always want more?

The forgotten creek in which I lost
Hope that nothing costs
Hidden behind closed door
I’m ask why I wanted more

Your silence is worse than a bullet in the chest
But perhaps for us it’s the best
Just me sitting outside your door
’cause i still want more
I wanted you anymore

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Wish

   Posted by: KristianaBrown   in Lonely words

Hi guys,

I wonder how you prepare for Christmas. Everyone is celebrated differently, so share with me.
I celebrate it with my family - dinner, let out of the boat shell, unpack presents under the tree, look at the brand new Czech fairytale and then go to church on Czech Christmas Mass.

So, I wish you all a Merry Christmas and hope you will visit my site.

follow me http://www.twitter.com/kristianabrown

Kristiana Brown

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Christmas time

   Posted by: KristianaBrown   in Ostatní

Hi everyone,

Christmas is coming and for some the most beautiful moments.  I really like to light candles, chains, and the smell of candy.  But sometimes they are even moments of sadness.  And maybe even know of my words.
But I am glad to visit here and hopefully makes you happy what you read here.

Love, Kristiana

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Grow up

   Posted by: KristianaBrown   in Lonely words

Grow up

Back then it was all different
With every little thing I ran to you
I used to like a madman
And you always say “see you soon”

You were my rescue networks
But I decided to grow up
It was like a fireworks
And suddenly you’re not my back up

I grew up from children’s steps
Thy hands I am no longer held
But sometimes I want to whisper in the wind
That I am still small and sweet

Back then it was all easy
One up, one somewhere deep
Every trembling snowflakes beauty
With fairy tale I went to sleep

You were my haven of rest
But I had to grow up
A requirement put on my chest
With exposed back without a backup

I just grew out of my bed
You still do not keep an eye on me
I have to take life in my hands
Sometimes I have to take care of my sleep

Back then it was all clear
You took care of me and everything was fine
But I grew up and it was weird
It is for me I made a decisive line

You were like my old friend
But I decided to grow up
How am I supposed to say
Sometimes I need to be without back up
I have a crack, I grow up

Grow up

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It’s long, long, long ago

   Posted by: KristianaBrown   in Lonely words

It’s long, long, long ago

It’s been so long since I felt kind of happy
And all this is like another slap
It was like an ancient memory of the hard to forget
Just now I do not know how to stand

I’m building a wall in front of me
So you couldn’t go for me
How do I tell what I need?
I collect what I sow
And screaming no no no

It’s been so long since I felt somehow different
Snow, Christmas and Santa’s letter was sent
But this time is long gone and I’m looking for
Just be a bit strong, just grow

I’m building a wall in front of me
So I couldn’t go for I need
How do I say that I need your lead
I collect what I sow
And screaming no no no

And it’s been so long since I stood on your doorstep
I still don’t know how to look and what to say
You said “Yeah” and it was all on my confession
I felt like on the empty station

It’s been so long since I saw your eyes
And the stars are still in the sky
And I know that I’ll get another slap in the face
But you are my blank space

It’s been so long since I felt kind of happy
I just do not want to be alone, just a bit
A little luck at the moment
Like when I Santa’s letter sent

I miss you, but it’s gone. Start acting like a man, please.